Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Went to Bugis spend a bomb on Dear, hahahas. Okay okay, I exaggerated a little. After that i insisted on going for shisha since her friend who was such a Smart Alec told her that there were female hostess over there which made Dear and Me quarrelled last time. Went home after that. Since Dear is sick. I will cook for her porridge for lunch and deliver it to toa pa yo. Such a sweet boyf i am right? Dear, i spend money on you is because i dote on you and pamper on you,its not because im trying to use money and buy your heart. I would like you to know that i will still care for you in th roughest of time. Take an example of this period of time. I should be depressed or either having all th fun i could have with the lump sum of money but i chose to spend it with you because i want you to be happy. I hoped my affection would touch your heart. iloveyou :D
It will be the last day with Dear today and after that i get my sentenced. Whether will i be seeing her soon will be judged by my sentence. No one can escape the long hands of justice forever. Seriously, so many things are whizzing through my mind now. I used the word whizzing instead of going through my mind because i really really got alot of things to say but once i try to type them out my mind goes blank. I seriously wished that i will be given a second chance to turn over a new leave and not going into some reformative training centre to reformat my brain. Although i already celebrated my birthday 3times this year including of tomorrow. I don't feel happy at all. I will be celebrating a total of 4 birthdays. Including the one on my actual day. Only experiencing such an ordeal i realise how precious is time is. Time passes so quickly when you are having fun but passes slowly when you are bored. 2years? For me, 2years not being able to contact my loved ones will be such a pain. After 2years will Dear still be waiting for me? Who knows the answer? But i have 101% absolute faith that she will! We promised each other that we will be married and this is only a small obstacle for us. There will be greater ones expecting us in this road. Dear is going to Korea on my birthday 10Dec. I always longed for my girlfriend to celebrate my birthday with me but it seems i wont be getting this chance in the near future. I don't want any worries from you. Please spend your holiday happily. You promised me to stay happy. Remember to Smile Smile Smile! :D
Sometimes, tears say all that can be said, and understanding comes only with time.
It will be the last day with Dear today and after that i get my sentenced. Whether will i be seeing her soon will be judged by my sentence. No one can escape the long hands of justice forever. Seriously, so many things are whizzing through my mind now. I used the word whizzing instead of going through my mind because i really really got alot of things to say but once i try to type them out my mind goes blank. I seriously wished that i will be given a second chance to turn over a new leave and not going into some reformative training centre to reformat my brain. Although i already celebrated my birthday 3times this year including of tomorrow. I don't feel happy at all. I will be celebrating a total of 4 birthdays. Including the one on my actual day. Only experiencing such an ordeal i realise how precious is time is. Time passes so quickly when you are having fun but passes slowly when you are bored. 2years? For me, 2years not being able to contact my loved ones will be such a pain. After 2years will Dear still be waiting for me? Who knows the answer? But i have 101% absolute faith that she will! We promised each other that we will be married and this is only a small obstacle for us. There will be greater ones expecting us in this road. Dear is going to Korea on my birthday 10Dec. I always longed for my girlfriend to celebrate my birthday with me but it seems i wont be getting this chance in the near future. I don't want any worries from you. Please spend your holiday happily. You promised me to stay happy. Remember to Smile Smile Smile! :D
Sometimes, tears say all that can be said, and understanding comes only with time.
