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Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Helloooo People!
Im out from Queenstown Remand Prison. Life is terrible there. At inside, you can only depend on yourself. I prayed alot inside. I talked to God everynight inside. Its God thats the one that help me to survive this ordeal. I know you guys will be saying why pray when you are in distress? Actually why do we feel tension? Tension is a signal for you to know that you are neglecting God and he wants you to pray for him. I felt peaceful during this 21days inside. I made alot of friends there too. Its only on th last night. Where i was down with a fever. Worrying what my sentence will be. I slept and woke up ,slept and woke up. I covered myself in blanket. So that i could perspire and let all th toxins get out of my body so i would feel better. Soon before i knew it. The bells rang. Its Muster time. After muster, an officer opened the door and said sternly " Remand007412009! Court!". I packed my Barang Box. Gave away my rations and biscuits to my cellmate. Went over to Yard and bath. I was given 4 piece of bread and a cup of coffee to drink. I wore a White shirt and a long brown pants. It was off to court. I peeped out from th door. I saw my whole family including my grandmothers,uncles and aunties supporting me. I peeped more and saw Dear sitting there. Soon it was court time. I was extremely nervous. My laywer started talking his mitigation. Then he said that i requested to say something.
The Judge : "All right, lets hear what he has to say."

It was the time of my life, 21days i kept on thinking about how to phrase the words in my mind.

Me : "Your Honour, Im extremely sorry and very remorseful for what i have done. I hope i would be given a chance to sit for probation tagging, as i want to continue my studies and engage in tuition lesson to build up my foundation. During this 3weeks in remand, i realised that i missed my family alot. My family needs me and I need my family too. I really hope i will be given one last chance as i really want to change. I will prove to you and my family that i will change.'

The judge : "Now the parents, How do you know if your son is not giving you empty promises, Im sure he gave you empty promises before. How sure are you that your son is not lying?"

Parents : "We can see it that he is remorseful and we can see it from his eyes that he wanna change."

My tears roll down my cheek and the judge lectured me. I wasn't listening well as i was touched by what my parents said. The judge then sentenced me to 6Months intensive and 12months supervised probation. 150Hours of CSO. I turned around and smiled to my family. I was brought back to lock up. Waited for 15mins. And i climbed up the staircase. I was a freeman! I saw my family members. I wanted to hug Dear but seeing so many people there i paiseh=X. haha, I hugged my mother and both of my grandma. We went to have Sakae after that and then went to see a doctor. After that i went to Tampinese for a haircut.

Now, Im doing quite fine. I have quit smoking. Im studying real hard now as i would like to give it a shot to take my O'levels. I really hope i can keep it the goodwork im having now. =D