A final heartpour?
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
So much in my heart i haven't say to you. Others may think that I'm a flirt but they don't know me well. I know deep inside your heart, you can read me like the back of your palm. You know that i will stay faithful to you. That's why you chose to end this relationship. We planned so much of our future together. How can all this go in vain. Just try to remember all we had said to each other. The promises we made. Stop pretending. Search your heart and you will know I'm lost somewhere without you. Please don't let studies create this wall between both of us. I know you will read this and maybe try hard not to care. I dare to say deep down in your heart, I still understand you the most. Remembered those happy memories we had? Sometimes i do long for you to be back, sometimes i wish i moved on with life. Wandering around feeling so lost. Reminiscing the gifts you gave me and the video i made for you. I know deep down somewhere you still a part of me but i tried to make you stay. Now i got to move on with life. I don't revolve around the world, the world revolve around me. I know you will read this someday in the near future. Its just i got so much to say but sadly no chance was given. Well i still got much to say:(