P A N D A

2009-08-18T23:53:00.001+08:00

Relink!
I have moved to Onsugar. everyone please relink me. This blog will still stay but i wont be posting at blogger. See ya at onsugar!

Forget reality

2009-08-18T05:59:00.000+08:00

Haven slept, going to school later. After that going do CSO at the stupid elderly centre. Well tell me, Could life suck even more for me? :/

Light me a path

2009-08-18T00:31:00.003+08:00

Went out to play pool at Safra today. Reached home before ten. As usual :D. Now Guanli is snoring on my bed.

Sometimes i think i don't even understand myself. Just what do i really want? All this setbacks in life. I don't want to face it myself, All i want is to share this burden. Perhaps, its a solo from now on. The road for you ain't direct anymore. You rather go the indirect way. Much memories together. All ends with nothing. Im disconsolate enough already. Why did i even remained silent in the first place. One wrong step leads to another wrong step. Everything is choking me up again.

想说真心话

2009-08-17T04:30:00.000+08:00

Went to Downtown to have a few games of pool just now. Went over 418, Played cards. After that reached home. Talk to Dana on th phone for 2hours:D Used computer all the way till now. Tired but scared overslept for school. Im listening to the song 真心话. A few years back, was a very popular song. Haha! 喜欢你,想爱你,想说真心话~!

Manny khoo

2009-08-15T00:35:00.002+08:00

Manny adorable? This was when he just came into my house. The first or second week. So civillised. Sleep on his bed. Now lei? Sleep just below my bed. I've stepped on his tail countless time already. Dumb dog! Hahaa. After all, I still love him many many! Don't get mistaken. As a pet only, not as a lover. HAHAHA! Basically, I never went for steamboat today. I went to Tiffany chalet instead.

Steamboaaaaat!

2009-08-14T16:55:00.000+08:00

Blogger is sucky! Im going over to Tpy meet Po then after that Novena for seafood steamboat. Writing down my reflections on the stupid journal now >.<

Over-due Pic with BFF

2009-08-14T00:54:00.002+08:00

Dipping into the hot soup

2009-08-14T00:43:00.002+08:00

Went to Tampines today. Had dinner at 406. Went home after that.
Im so so damn stress. Any kind soul willing to lend a listening ear? :(

Get me out of this shitzxzx!

Hitting the rock bottom

2009-08-12T08:59:00.000+08:00

When you guys need the cash, I lend it to you all with out even hesitating. Now when i need it back, i just hope that you will return on th promised date. If you guys don't return. Some people will think that im purposely giving excuses not to pay her $500. Pfft. My comp is still down. Not sure when i can online again. Bye everyone^^

2009-08-10T21:18:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SG AND TO PHILENE IN ADVANCE(:

yesterday, went to bought a pressie for philene together with edward, adam, teo and so on.
meet up with the others at whitesand and settle down at bk. dilly dally, chit chat.. till everyone is on their way to changi than i headed home.

sigghh..
how i wish i'm free from all this shitxzxz.

2009-08-06T00:39:00.002+08:00

Here's zoey, darrel wouldn't be able to use his budget computer for the time being.
so.. replies will be late(:

Monday 3 Aug

2009-08-04T04:39:00.001+08:00

Went to school. Guanli tag along. We went into the physics lab. Disturb the teacher for awhile. Guanli and me went to Katong for pool, Lan and TeoHeng. Expensive ah! After that proceeded to CSO. Home Sweet home at 5. Sorry to those that i put aeroplane. Very very tiredzxc. Hahaa

2009-08-03T06:03:00.000+08:00

I cant sleep the whole night! I don't want to go to sch later! >.<

Best of friends

2009-08-02T23:35:00.001+08:00

I know i can be super annoying at times but i got real great friends who are very patient with me. TGL and BFF, thanks for being there when i need someone. Thanks for all the fun times and times when im down :)

Pics

2009-07-31T23:17:00.010+08:00

2009-07-31T12:58:00.000+08:00

Well, updates of my life.
My grandpa wake is over,
My bike crashed and repair fee $1085. Heng not i pay X)
Im going bugis later :D
and lastly,
Bff is loved :)

Stay strong

2009-07-28T00:05:00.003+08:00

Thanks for those times we had together grandpa. I remember you always scolding me and lecturing me at home. Everytime i slept late or forget to switch off the T.v you would cane me but thinking back now, You were teaching me to save electricity. I remembered way back when i was in primary school you bought me my first bicycle and a Racing car track. I remembered the time when i lost my gameboy and i kept crying. You straight away went to get a new one for me. Thank you. You were still fine on Saturday. Now you are gone, I don't know how to say prayers but im really happy that you accepted christ on sunday. You won't be suffering anymore, cause the lord has redeemed your soul. Im sure we will meet each other in heaven someday. Amen! R.I.P 26/7/09 6.30.00am.

Thanks those that gave your condolences and to those who came to the funeral. Im very thankful to you guys :)

2009-07-26T11:13:00.001+08:00

My father's side grandpa just passed away today at 6.30am. RIP Gong Gong. Going over the funeral now and Tags replied.

737363

2009-07-26T00:42:00.003+08:00

Went to work today. After work, i went over to MCYS. Attended a programme there that last 3hours. Had fun there. After that went to meet Guanli and Moses. Slacked at my house void deck for awhile. We found a new box of "Merci" chocolate laying on the table. Those idiots quickly grabbed the ones they wanted and left none for me! Guanli did offer me but i don't want. HAHA. Everytime passer by walk pass them and have a glance at them, they would feel guilty. Thinking that the chocolate might belong to the passer by. Idiots. I do have a video of them too!
Oh yah, on the cab. Guanli debated with the cab uncle. The uncle won in the end. Very hilarious conversation they had.

Joshua and Panda's kuku hair D:

2009-07-20T21:54:00.003+08:00

Joyous mood :DStunning ain't it?

Me and my two wives :D
Geisha and bike

Grrrrrrrrr!

2009-07-20T01:42:00.003+08:00

I hate people who sniff glue! You stupid fool, Got school don't want study. At an age of 13years old you sniff glue. The first time you told me you just wanted to try it out and now you do it again. I swear you will regret for the action that you did now. You think sniffing glue is cool? You think you damn cool when you do it?Or you just wanna follow the trend? If you think you are so capable go take drugs like heroine luhs. Waste money on some cheapo glue. Lupsap. Even not going to school, you will regret. No one can help you if you don't want to help yourself. Why do i even care? You is just an acquaintance of mine. I know im not eligible to say anyone as im not really better off than any of them but still I just want to vent my anger on blogging! Time to come, dumb fools will regret like how i regretted.

2009-07-18T01:05:00.002+08:00

Guanli, Ben, Freda and Julia stayed overnight my house last night. Watched many many ghost movie. Super lame. They stayed at my house till 9plus? After that all went seperate ways. I stayed at home. I tell you guys! Im so lazy to post and not intending to post anything today but got Idiot keep asking me to post. HAHAHA. And ya, Samantha Goh Xue ting asked me to post about last week of how nice was she to accompany me by texting me at an unearthly hour of 8am when i was working. How nice of her right? Such a kind soul. Where will you ever find someone so nice? So not trueee! She took damn long to reply my texts on last sunday la! HAHAHAAA

2009-07-14T22:20:00.006+08:00

Went to school today, After that met Kenric and went to Ktv, Sing Sang Sung :D

Hungry ghost festival :)

Messy messy hair

Had Sake Sushi for dinner. Damn full! Both of us went to the toilet to Dapian after smoking. Haha. Met up with the rest after that. Basically, I enjoyed my day with Kenric today :D

A final heartpour?

2009-07-14T00:38:00.004+08:00

So much in my heart i haven't say to you. Others may think that I'm a flirt but they don't know me well. I know deep inside your heart, you can read me like the back of your palm. You know that i will stay faithful to you. That's why you chose to end this relationship. We planned so much of our future together. How can all this go in vain. Just try to remember all we had said to each other. The promises we made. Stop pretending. Search your heart and you will know I'm lost somewhere without you. Please don't let studies create this wall between both of us. I know you will read this and maybe try hard not to care. I dare to say deep down in your heart, I still understand you the most. Remembered those happy memories we had? Sometimes i do long for you to be back, sometimes i wish i moved on with life. Wandering around feeling so lost. Reminiscing the gifts you gave me and the video i made for you. I know deep down somewhere you still a part of me but i tried to make you stay. Now i got to move on with life. I don't revolve around the world, the world revolve around me. I know you will read this someday in the near future. Its just i got so much to say but sadly no chance was given. Well i still got much to say:(

2009-07-13T02:34:00.001+08:00

Played the stupid drawing game on msn. I draw Zoey which resembles like a penguin. HAHA! im green!>.<

2009-07-12T22:50:00.001+08:00

2nd day of work today. I worked from 8am - 3pm. Today ain't really tough because very little customers. Thanks to the rainy weather making it so cooling and making my work so slack. After work slack with Wenhui at the bistro for around 2hours. Played with the pony and fed the horses. This horse here is called "Gallopina". Such a cool name right? Took a nap at 6pm. Intended to woke up at 8pm but when i see the clock, it was exactly 10pm. Cannot go out already. Angry! >.<

2009-07-12T22:19:00.003+08:00

Some overdue pictures. Gay gay :)

All the king's horses

2009-07-12T00:50:00.004+08:00

Woke up early in the morning, went for my job training. As the boss was briefing to me. I was distracted by a few big majestic horses. All of the horses are so tall. Some are creamy white in color. Making them look very elegant. On th other side of the stable, there was a few pony. Damn cute! All shorter then me. HAHA. After the briefing, I started work. Work all the way till 1plus. Went over to Hougang to meet Alex & Jay. Played an hour of lan there before proceeding to Compasspoint. Julia came, i suggested going over to the library to kill time. After that we went over to Bishan Junction 8. I think its the first time i've been there. I know i sound like some kampung boy who never leaves East side of singapore but ya, thats who i am. Bus-ed home. Im going to sleep now :D Work at 8am tomorrow and once again i can see those beautiful horses. HAHA!

2009-07-10T23:12:00.003+08:00

Im super uber tired today. Woke up in the morning to meet Kenric & co at 444. Slacked all the way till Noon then went over to Bedok. After Bedok I departed from the co. and went over to Ehub to catch the movie "Haunting In Connecticut'' Well its a real shocking movie. Got frightened so many times that i lost count. But its funny too, because of someone's reaction. Oh yah, i got a little frustrated because the person infront of me. His bloody cap so tall. Blocked a tiny part of the movie. hahaa. Ended my day by taking a cab home with Zoey :)

2009-07-08T23:20:00.001+08:00

I cant stand myself being soft hearted. I swear im going to hate myself for this.

2009-07-07T23:50:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Felicia

06/07/09

I dunno why she posed like this also. HAHAHA. Remember to use to Present that i bought for you :D

2009-07-07T20:04:00.003+08:00

Why Blogger cannot upload pictures! >:O

2009-07-07T20:01:00.002+08:00

First i lost my Ic now i lost my Ez link. Effing frustrated today. Im gonna get a part time job. A super part time job. I don't care if i got no time to play. I just want to get this over and done. I slept in the elderly centre today. Slept for one hour! HAHAHA

Hypnotized

2009-07-06T17:52:00.003+08:00

I just finished CSO. I hate Mondays. Its because there's so much chores to do in CSO on monday. I got to Mop the floor, Sweep the floor, Clean the toilets and Clean all those sofa and chairs. I am still considering whether to go out anot. HAHA! I feeling so happy this few days. No more being insomaniac thinking of you anymore. So over you :D

2009-07-06T01:20:00.005+08:00

Video 4 you^^

Fuck Rolex watches,

2009-07-05T22:01:00.000+08:00

The title says it all, right darrel? Haha.

This "Handsome blog owner" is so lazy to post. So i'm helping him post, a short one :) Darrel spent like 6/7 of a week with me. Bet he must be contented and satisfied his lifestyle with me. Haha. Starting to be BHB like him. Can't blame, no? He's always acting kute! To be told the truth he's PPG + ACBC guy. Hehe^^

I'll be back for more. Byeeeeeeeeeeee.
xoxo
Julia LSY

Dazed

2009-07-04T22:20:00.003+08:00

Hello! :D
I went to Katong today, Met up with Julia, Jay, Angkong Alex and one guy. Dunno his name but i nicknamed him dotdot! hahahaa. Pooled, intended to go east coast but decided to head back to Pasir Ris to meet Moses and Kenric. Slacked at Town Park, Julia became an attituder :D Went home after that :D

2009-06-29T00:55:00.005+08:00

Anyone knows this Cutie?

Just being thick skin. HAHAHA, Went to downtown in the evening to play pool today. Public School holidays has started. Sad for those in Secondary school life. :) and and! Im very inspired to take up a scuba diving course. Im going to that after my exams. Corals and Fishies! Wait meeeeee :D

Cause the past is all that fills my mind

2009-06-27T00:24:00.004+08:00

Alright, I wont be using the computer too often now. So i won't be able to blog as often as possible. I played basketball today and is very very satisfied! Very long never play already. hahaa. A blog is supposed to be a place for me to say out my feelings but i can't seem to be able to do it. Although im very very depressed but i won't say it out, Because im not going to look like a loser infront of everyone.

"You can continuing saying your one-sided story in your blog, I ain't going to care and I wont say anything. I just can't be bothered with it anymore"

Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or neither been
Oh this I know,

but still I can't find ways to let you go

Judas Kiss

2009-06-24T22:56:00.001+08:00

Went to school at 9.30. Revise through the examinations and after that went to play pool with Shawn, Elfie and sylvia. After pool a game of L4D. Haha, Don't you think my title is so cool? Judas kiss, I guess not many understand what it means :D I swear! I really feel like staying out after ten.

2009-06-23T17:54:00.002+08:00

Just Ordered 11 Wii Games and The Sims 3 for computer. I wonder when will they come. Excited :D Woke up for school today. English lesson was cancelled which means early dismissal. Cabbed home, Had a good nap and went down to CSO. Im currently rotting at homeee!

2009-06-22T23:21:00.003+08:00

SunYanZi's Yu Tian. Something which my mind can relate to D:

站在十字路的交点
该怎么走
我却只剩回头
除了你给的伞我再也没有
别的借口
去拥有你的什么
你能体谅我有雨天
偶尔胆怯你都了解
过去那些大雨落下的瞬间
我突然发现
谁能体谅我的雨天
所以情愿回你身边
此刻脚步会慢一些
如此坚决
你却越来越远
牵手和分手来自同一双手
做回朋友
我却为何不懂挽留
你能体谅我有雨天
偶尔胆怯你都了解
过去那些大雨落下的瞬间
我突然发现
谁能体谅我的雨天
所以情愿回你身边
此刻脚步会慢一些
如此坚决
你却越来越远
是否太晚路已走远
我的眼眶泪太满
走不回你身边
你能体谅我有雨天
偶尔胆怯你都了解
过去那些大雨落下的瞬间
我突然发现
谁能体谅我的雨天
此刻脚步会慢一些
如此坚决
你却越来越远

2009-06-22T12:21:00.003+08:00

Listen took my blog song. Its a cover done by Kris Allen. I feel that its better then the original. Kris Allen sings it with emotions.

This song ain't even half deep of what im feeling.

Hate is a strong word

2009-06-22T03:37:00.001+08:00

Don't be jealous of me :D I got a new computer for studying hard and a new flat screen TV. Finally! At least my parents can see that i have been hardworking this past weeks. I wan Sims 3. Any kind soul wanna get it now for me? :D

Love me, Love my dog

2009-06-21T15:23:00.000+08:00

I love her, i totally love her. Who do i love? I love my geisha. I wanna faster color it and do the shadings.

2009-06-20T23:44:00.002+08:00

Slacked at 418 then went to downtown and caught the move "Drag me to hell" I swear its an awesome movie. Those that haven watch. I strongly persuade you to watch it. Super funny movie. HAHAHAAAA.

2009-06-18T23:05:00.001+08:00

I purposely closed my eyes in the second pic. HAHAHA. Basically, Nothing interesting today. Went to Downtown. Slacked with friends and Home Sweet Home. I got a 2days mc. I don't need to go for CSO. Yay me! :D

愛要耐心等待仔細尋找,感覺很重要

2009-06-15T12:05:00.002+08:00

Just did CSO from 9am. Now having a one hour break. Later continue doing till 5. Very long siaaaa =(

2009-06-14T15:15:00.000+08:00

Hello Readers :D
Its long since i blog. Yesterday, I went to town with Julius and Xiaoboy & co. Walked to FarEast. Met up with Jereen. Talked awhile. After that we went to have Chicken rice at the highest floor in Far east. Cab to punggol After that. Slacked at Xiaoboy house awhile and Cabbed to Pasir Ris. At Pasir Ris, was playing with nigel and guess what? He transformed into a Super attitdude boy and picked a fight with me. But now everything is okay le. Nigel ah Nigel! Please learn how to control your temper. Friends for so long le. You should know whatever i say doesn't really mean anything. They are just empty words. :D. Now Im all Dressed up. Supposed to go down Tampines but feeling lazy. HAHA

2009-06-11T14:07:00.002+08:00

OverDue Pictures from wenhui Chalet :D

Moses And Me

Guanli And Me

If only you are be my side

2009-06-09T23:19:00.005+08:00

Its such a common term that everyone uses. example like If only i'd never did this, If only i studied, If only i we hadn't broken up. I observed that human behavior when something goes wrong is to say these words "if only". :(

Exams are here !

2009-06-09T14:28:00.002+08:00

Exams Today and yesterday. I had some careless mistake in commerce for Profit/Loss Accounts. Causing me to lose 10marks! Sad siaaa. Went to Wenhui Chalet after that. Played with Whipped cream. Got myself super sticky and oily. Then i went home and bath! Yesterday i asked love if she wanted to study with me but i got rejected =(. Anyone wanna study with me? :D

Nobody But You Please :'(

2009-06-08T03:04:00.002+08:00

Mummy Bought me a Wii. I played with it But i was still unhappy. How did we end up this way? and how long more can i hold onto this disguise?

2009-06-07T22:07:00.003+08:00

Woke up at twelve plus. Guanli stayed over my house last night. In the afternoon, Tiffany and Celestine came over. Slacked awhile and that stupid Tiffany Played my Sister's Swing. Was supposed to leave house at 5pm. But I dragged the time till 7pm. Took my own sweet time to bath and do my hair. We left my house at 8pm and reached at around 8.15? Its at downtown. I had always walked to downtown since last 4years. HAHA. Bbq-ed Food and watch them play cards. So boring because i don't like gambling. I still haven got a chance to take a pic with Wenhui the birthday boy but I will surely post a pic of the birthday boy tommorow. :D

Me And DumbDumb

Guanli Me And Rayna at the pit :D

Heartrending

2009-06-06T09:55:00.003+08:00

Why must u treat me this way? what wrong have i done? Damn all those words man. So fcking hurtful. Im just like a toy to you. You always say i hurt you but what hurt did i give you.Its just so hurting that i don't open up to anyone anymore

2009-06-05T00:56:00.002+08:00

MyHeritage: Celebrity Morph - Family albums - Family history

My lookalike. Hahahahaaa

Its Disguised

2009-06-04T22:28:00.002+08:00

Went to school. Did Cso. Studied awhile then i went over to tamp and meet up with friends. Its been a long time since i came down. Chitter Chatter and talk cock. Visited Tamp mall and Century square. After that went to KR and Home Sweet Home

All said and done. Time to move on ;D

2009-06-02T14:08:00.004+08:00

Shawn.Freddy.Ahhai Me xD

Finally, Im back in school! Haha. Got so much to catch up in studies but i feel like working too. Anyway, since you want me to move on in life i will go your way. No matter how much i plead. You have made it very clear to me. You made your choice. Take care :D Off to cso. After Cso Went down to 418. Played loads of card games. Bluff, Murderer and Donkey. HAHAHAA. Felt like i was in primary school. Had loads of laughs.

Maybe what you said is true. If you think i did not cherish you then so be it. I know i did my best. I tried to fulfill what you want. I even made that birthday surprise for you. So which part of anything did i never cherish you? Never will i put so much hope on a relationship again.

Are we falling out of love? Everybody used to be so envious of us

2009-05-25T22:49:00.006+08:00

Sick. Viral Fever. Stayed at home the whole day. BORING!

If you don't even believe in me. Who else do i expect to believe in me? You always think you are right. How long more are you going to neglect me? Seems like you made so much plans not having me in after O'lvls. Why can't you feel for me too? Do you know how tough is it for me to wear a disguise everyday? Im suffering too. Not only you. The way you talk to me. Why must you treat this way? How could you be so heartless?

2009-05-23T18:27:00.002+08:00

Utada hikaru has some really nice songs :D Out of all the songs. I like the 3rd songs the most :D Title of the songs is "Come Back To Me" Do listen to the songs! =D

Lyrics | Utada Hikaru lyrics - This One (Crying Like A Child) lyrics

2009-05-23T01:04:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone! I went to meet my probation officer in the morning. My Probation officer was having a meeting. So she cancelled the appointment with me. Waste my time going down Toa Pa Yoh. Proceeded to school after that. Teacher not in school so i went over to Pasir Ris. Went to Adam house. Waited for him to change and prepare his stuff, after that off to 444 to meet James. Slacked awhile and then Teo came. Went off to Tanah Merah Country Club! My first time being there. Went straight to the gym. I was looking around behaving like a "Swa Gu" because Adam confidently told me there was a punching bag there. We went to sign in. The notice wrote "Member's Guest must pay $5 per entry and maximum of the guest".

"Eh, Adam must pay money lei! You bluff me" i said.
"No need lah! You blind is it?!" Adam quickly responded, pointing to the notice.

I was like, "eh? no need pay mehs. When did my understanding of english became so lousy".
Then the cashier came and told us Member's Guest please pay $5. Adam still can " I member ma!" -.-
As Adam confidently Dua-ed me and Teo. He paid for the entry fee. I did Sit ups and weight lifting and ran 2.4km on the threadmil. After that, We got a little hungry. We decided to go over to the cafeteria and eat. I asked him whether expensive anot. Adam again confidently told us that the food there was cheap. The prices can be compared with the prices and the coffeeshop.
To our surprise. One plate of Carrot Cake costs $5 and a Club Sandwich cost $4. How alike can it be with a coffeeshop? Teo ate IceKachang with Ice-cream, Adam ate Club Sandwich and Chips while i Had cheese fries. Since Adam was sooo confident. He volunteered to pay everything. HAHA. Went off to swim. Wasn't well equipped with my swimming stuffs. So i just wear Boxers and shorts and went to the pool. Crapped with the both of them. Enjoyed the Jaccuzi and relaxed at the steam room. After that we went to bath. They provide soap and towels there. I sound like some mountain tortise uh. LOL. Lastly we went to the Golf changing room. Used the dryer and their cologne. Took 2 new combs from there and Went to 418 by cab. Future to be Pino-kiyo took pics of my Geisha so that can sketch out on paper. Went home after that. I had such an enjoyable time ;D

And for everyone's Information. Me and my Girlf has patched things up! :D

Hopes Dashed, Dreams Broken.

2009-05-16T02:32:00.005+08:00

Thanks for everything. I didn't know why must we break. The reason is to study. But as i sit back and reminiscing the past. Thinking about all the plans we made together. Both of our dreams and everything that we promised to do with each other. what really happened? we were once so strong. Our hearts once beat as one. You said you needed the time to study. I gave you. I even dun mind spending so less time together. I sit and think. Mayb its because im not a good boyf but i really did try my best to give you all of my love. Why? I thought you were the one. We planned about almost everything. Be with me forever? Marriage? Going to korea together? Grow old together? Your promises to spend more time together after exams? Pfft. fcuk everything. If you aren't sure about it. Why lead me on? You dashed my hopes and broken my dreams. You gave me a reality check when im in my fantasy world. Nothing lasts forever. You wanna remain as friends? So much i do not want to but we will go your way. Take a bow cause the scene has come to an end. How much a fool i was? But i still love you why did you give up on me?

I believed everything you said and i gave you the best i had

I would give up anything to be overloved by you.

2009-05-15T01:36:00.002+08:00

Im so exhausted this few days. I have been living everyday in repetition. I wake up, go to school. After school went to do CSO. By the time im free its 5pm and i don't have the strength to go and play, LOLS. Manny's botak now. He's hairless. Mid year exams coming. How well do you guys think i can pass? HAHA. So little communications with dear x(

Twist turn, Flip flop.

2009-05-09T10:52:00.001+08:00

And i thought this love would last forever. How naive could i get? You cannot tolerate me. Maybe feelings all have changed. Its hurting me so much just for us to go our seperate ways but Maybe its better for you. You could find someone better. Which will abide to all your promises. Love? Pfft.

2009-05-08T21:37:00.004+08:00

When feeling changes, usually it is lost

and when feelings are lost, You 'll never get it back

even if you do, it might never be the same.

Thank you for telling me im testing your patience and you cannot tolerate me.

2009-05-04T17:25:00.002+08:00

So much things to do these few days. I go to School early in the morning everyday, after school i still need to go for Community Service Order untill 5pm. Then i reach home. Rest awhile and start revising on homework. I barely have any energy to walk out of the house. Well i may look like i have no life now but this is whats life all about, Life ain't about slacking off your time. I maybe so busy this period of time but i enjoy every part of it. At least not a single second is wasted. My father's side grandpa has fallen ill. He only have barely 2 weeks to live. ='(

Some Overdue Pictures with my Schoolmates ;D

2009-04-05T00:02:00.003+08:00

Went to Ikea with Dear today, Looked around the store. After that off to Courts. Played with the massaging chairs! HAHAHA. Went over to Whitesands and studied. Then Mummy fetched dear home. =D

2009-03-30T12:47:00.003+08:00

Went out with my family yesterday. Finding a groomer for Manny. All the groomers was fully booked. So we went over to Bedok Simpang and eat. The shop owners rejected us because no pets are allowed. So we decided to head home. When we are walking to the car, suddenly a big dog which is owned by one of the shop owner and its like 2 times bigger then Manny came over and smell Manny. Suddenly he bit Manny on the leg. All of us was shocked. My dad who was holding the leash quickly pulled Manny away from it. I carried Manny. Poor Manny was crying. I carried him back to the car. While my parents went to talk to the shop owner and pursue for a compensation if anything happens to Manny. We went over to a vet at Simei. But it was closed. Manny was still in pain. The Pet Safari staffs look at Manny and trying to locate the injury. Manny was so scared he kept moving backwards but still he let the staffs checked him. The staff told us that he may had sprained his leg and praise Manny for being such an obedient dog because most dog in pain will misunderstand the intentions and bite us when in pain. So now we went over to Balestier Animal Recovery Clinic. Manny was feeling better. As soon as we went in. He saw a female Shih Tzu. He started wagging his tail and wanting to make friends with it. HAHA. Silly dog. When it was our turn, we went to weigh him first. The vet told us that his leg is fine. Its was due to the shock thats why he cried. Manny is underweight, he is 6kg now. By next month i must get him to 10kg then after that Castrate him. HAHA. Im just glad thats he's fine :D

2009-03-21T03:13:00.002+08:00

Thursday 19th Feb
Went to study with Dear, coincidentally Celestine brought her books too. We studied together ;D After that Dear and i went over to the library. I borrowed books about dogs. Went to my house. Daddy teach her how to use Autocad. While i bring Manny for a walk. Met up with Phebe they all. Slacked awhile.

Friday 20th Feb
Went over to meet my probation officer. Went home to get some sleep. Dear called and ask me should she go overseas with her parents. I told her to go. Due to her intensive studying the holiday could unwind some stress for her. She will only be back on Sunday. Poor me =(. My time at night pass slower then usual because there is no one to talk to. At least i still have Manny to accompany me at night. He's grown so attached to me, following where ever i go in the house. In the morning when my mother wants to wake me up. He barked at her. HAHA. Such a good dog yeahs? He wants his owner to rest more. DearDear, FASTER COME BACK LAHS!!!IMY =(

2009-03-17T23:21:00.002+08:00

Yay me! I finally can rear a dog ;D. His name is Manny but pronounced as Money. HAHAHA. He is a Shih Poo. A mix breed of a Shih Tzu and a poodle. He is 2 years old this year. As my Uncle had no time to look after it he gave it to me. He love to laze on my living room floor and he loves to play Fetch. He doesn't poop at home and when on grass he will move circles to signify that he wants to poop. So i gotta get ready Disposable Bags and Wipes for his ass. =D

2009-03-05T00:29:00.002+08:00

You and me together make the perfect combination.
Like a body to a soul , like an actor to a role.
I know you have trust issues, i know you go through my phone.
Checking all of my messages, thinking i'd do you wrong.
Trying see who i'm messing with.
Cause you get all my love and i swear it's only you,
you're the only one for me, just open up and see,
You gave your heart, i won't break it.
you are the only one, the only that i love

Baby in a blink of an eye its going to be 8months already. Fast right? We must last long long alright? We can make it if you trust in us alright baby? You and me together forever and ever~ =D. If its you and me against the world then i rather be with you cause you are the only girl for me. Don't give us up girl, if you don't give up then i wont give up girl. I know the road is tough but we must stick together. You are my potential wife. i was watching youtube then i went to look at the video i did for you. I still honor my words, i really do. =D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NFI6tdWR618
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NFI6tdWR618
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NFI6tdWR618
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NFI6tdWR618

2009-03-03T22:34:00.004+08:00

I stayed at home and study till around 5. Played the computer, Germaine called and requested to use the toilet at my house. After that went over to Reuben's Condo, used the gym for 2hours. Chatted alot with Moses and Guanli while exercising. Guanli went home while Moses and I went to Downtown and buy bubble tea. Walked home after that. =D

Im going to have a clean and healthy lifestyle from now on. :)

2009-03-02T23:20:00.003+08:00

Monday 2ndMarch
I woke up and went to school today. Went home straight after school and stayed at home the whole day.

2009-03-02T22:35:00.003+08:00

Friday 27th Febuary
Went to Sam's chalet with Dear. Dear went to help cook the food while i chatted with Jerald & co. Slacked all the way then went home ar ound 9. Dear followed me go my house awhile to watch "Slumdog Millionaire". She don't understand the show then say the show ain't nice. Haha

Saturday 28th Febuary
Woke up at 11am. Bath and went over to expo to collect the Victoria Secret bag from Zoe Raymond. Dear called me, ask me to meet her at Downtown to study. I was so excited that i cant resist and told her that i bought a bag for h er 8th month. I brought my laptop to play at Downtown Mac while Dear studied. After that Jerald came and we went over to the chalet. Talked slacked and cut the cake. After that it started to rain. Fearing my laptop will be wet and i dun wan dear to be caught in the rain. I gave her the whole umbrella and i got drenched in the rain. When reach home. Dear hugged me when im drenched. So sweet of her =). I really love this girlfriend of mine alot x)

Sunday 1st March
Met Dear at City Hall then study at Esplanade library. Some dumb things happened at there before we were leaving. HAHAHAHA.

Dear, Although this few days i get frustrated easily. Im sorry alright? Thank you for being so understanding to me. I really love you and i really will change. I will show you that i really wanna study. Give me some time alright? and once again im so so sorry for what has happened this few days. Thank you for being so understanding. You dun know how very special you are in my life. iloveyou!

2009-02-28T01:15:00.002+08:00

Its been awhile since the last time i saw you.

the way you smile, u just took my breath away.

I look at your face, makes me stronger each day,

because of you i made a vow, not going back to my own ways.

If you understand me by now, listen to what i have to say.

You are my baby girl,

how i long to be with you.

I wanna be by ur side and do the things that Hubbies do,

Cause you are my baby girl and i always dream of you.

Never wanna leave you again.

Its the last thing i do.

Its a Song that i learned in prison but of course with some changes in the words. The song just kept running in my mind when i think of Dear =X. hahahaa

2009-02-24T22:01:00.002+08:00

Helloooo People!
Im out from Queenstown Remand Prison. Life is terrible there. At inside, you can only depend on yourself. I prayed alot inside. I talked to God everynight inside. Its God thats the one that help me to survive this ordeal. I know you guys will be saying why pray when you are in distress? Actually why do we feel tension? Tension is a signal for you to know that you are neglecting God and he wants you to pray for him. I felt peaceful during this 21days inside. I made alot of friends there too. Its only on th last night. Where i was down with a fever. Worrying what my sentence will be. I slept and woke up ,slept and woke up. I covered myself in blanket. So that i could perspire and let all th toxins get out of my body so i would feel better. Soon before i knew it. The bells rang. Its Muster time. After muster, an officer opened the door and said sternly " Remand007412009! Court!". I packed my Barang Box. Gave away my rations and biscuits to my cellmate. Went over to Yard and bath. I was given 4 piece of bread and a cup of coffee to drink. I wore a White shirt and a long brown pants. It was off to court. I peeped out from th door. I saw my whole family including my grandmothers,uncles and aunties supporting me. I peeped more and saw Dear sitting there. Soon it was court time. I was extremely nervous. My laywer started talking his mitigation. Then he said that i requested to say something.
The Judge : "All right, lets hear what he has to say."

It was the time of my life, 21days i kept on thinking about how to phrase the words in my mind.

Me : "Your Honour, Im extremely sorry and very remorseful for what i have done. I hope i would be given a chance to sit for probation tagging, as i want to continue my studies and engage in tuition lesson to build up my foundation. During this 3weeks in remand, i realised that i missed my family alot. My family needs me and I need my family too. I really hope i will be given one last chance as i really want to change. I will prove to you and my family that i will change.'

The judge : "Now the parents, How do you know if your son is not giving you empty promises, Im sure he gave you empty promises before. How sure are you that your son is not lying?"

Parents : "We can see it that he is remorseful and we can see it from his eyes that he wanna change."

My tears roll down my cheek and the judge lectured me. I wasn't listening well as i was touched by what my parents said. The judge then sentenced me to 6Months intensive and 12months supervised probation. 150Hours of CSO. I turned around and smiled to my family. I was brought back to lock up. Waited for 15mins. And i climbed up the staircase. I was a freeman! I saw my family members. I wanted to hug Dear but seeing so many people there i paiseh=X. haha, I hugged my mother and both of my grandma. We went to have Sakae after that and then went to see a doctor. After that i went to Tampinese for a haircut.

Now, Im doing quite fine. I have quit smoking. Im studying real hard now as i would like to give it a shot to take my O'levels. I really hope i can keep it the goodwork im having now. =D

To face the music

2009-01-29T07:55:00.002+08:00

Times up. Sayonaraaa. My next court will be on th 18th or 19th. Take care everyone !

I (L) Girlfriend

2009-01-28T02:13:00.002+08:00

I was mischievous even when I'm just a kid.
Growing into my early Teens years,
A delinquent was what i became.
I picked up smoking,
got into fights.
Playing Hookey was what i loved.
I don't hate studying.
Lazy and playful was more like the word for me.
I know no importance of studies.
Now age catches up with me,
as time passes day to day.
My rusty brain caught up with maturity.
I realised what i gotta do.
I started planning for my life.
I gotta get my O's
Getting a Diploma for a Psychology course is my interest.
And if i done well,
i would Pursue for a Degree.
I do get laughed at for having such big ambitions.
But i will try my best.
Because i feel that i found my potential wife and i don't want to let her down.

Lets just hope My case would be settled soon.

Even the shortest moments without you make me uneasy.

2009-01-28T01:46:00.004+08:00

Hellooo guys ;D.

CNY eve, Went over to meet YingYing and Kaven. Stalked a Stalker which stalk Kaven's friend Rachel at Loyang point. While kaven went to meet th stalker. Did many stupid things with Yingying, Walked circles in Loyang point just to get a glimpse of th stalker. Stood outside mac and catch a glimpse of her. Sat behind her and listened what they say. I don't know why stalkers enjoy stalking, i find it plain boring. Dear came. We went over to town park to get smoothies and took Papa car to Changi. Had family reunion dinner. After that had a walk with Dear at Changi. Went over to find Andrew. Went home after that. Dear came to my house awhile and played Barbie dolls with little sister.

First day of CNY was great. Went over to Mummy's side of relatives. We cannot get AngBao because Ahkong just passed away recently. Atmosphere was rather cold to me. I ain't close to any of my cousins except one. Played Psp all th way. Ahma gave us straight cash cause she could not give us HongBao.I love her! She gave me $50 while gave other cousins only $10. Talk to my second Aunt about matters of life. Told her my plans and talked about girlfriend. ;D After that went over to Father's side of relatives. Still it was boring but talked with Eunice and Chelsia cousins. After that went over to KRTC. Lan and went home.

Second day of CNY. Stayed home all day. Dear came my house at 3pm. She Studied while i played dota. Around 4 she ask me to go and bath so that we can go eat her Kimchi. As usual, I was reluctant. I lazed on th bed while she tried pulling me up. Everytime she pulls me up i would go back and laze of th bed. Hahaha. In th end she gave up pulling. Slept till 6. Watch "Just Follow Law" on my computer and ordered KFC's Family Feast. Guess what? They deliver it 2hours later. Damn pissed off. Damn full! There were left overs. Send Dear to road and take cab.

Yupp Yupp. Just one more day left, After that im going for a "holiday".

My thoughts I can't decode

2009-01-24T01:27:00.003+08:00

Went out to meet barry & co today. Supposed to go Teo Heng today but cancelled due to some problems. Dear came to meet me. Slacked at Teddies. Went home at 9.30. Dear came to my house to play with my sister.

Look here at me

Have you every seen me this way?

I've been fumbling for words

Through the tears that i cried
And those words hanging on my tongue

i can't seem to get it right.

i'm your man, you're my girl

i'm gonna tell it to the whole wide world

i promise to love you the best i can.

I dread the future, May time stop now?

2009-01-20T04:53:00.002+08:00

Supposed to ve remanded on th 16th Jan at Queenstown Remand Prison for three weeks. But i requested to celebrate CNY before remanding. Now with just 9more days to remand. Damn Shag! Heard from XiaoJerald that i spend 23hours in the cell and 1hour of landyard. I got two pre-sentenced report. RTC report and Probation report. I hope i could get Probation.

2009-01-17T23:26:00.004+08:00

15th January Thursday
Went over to Teo Heng. Sing Sang Sung. Then went over to had Katong laksa. Went back to pasir ris. Met up with WenFen and Barry then went to meet Julius. Had a long talk and gave each other a hug. =D

Trying to Look Gay with that Handbag.
Smileeee

I was daydreaming

Sometimes a man is going to be a man. Its not an excuse, its just how it is.

2009-01-15T05:30:00.004+08:00

Went over to peninsula to touch up my tattoos, then went over to Tamp. Met PuiPui and Mils. Headed to 418. Slacked all the way. Im missing my dear! Although its just 4days not seeing her, to me it feels like 4 million years. I think back of the past few times. Quarrelling With dear and both of us giving attitude. Don't wanna give in. Im sorry. Sometimes i do stupid things to you, when i really don't mean it all but you know i always love you and cherish you baby :) Im feeling so stress. No one really understand what is happening in my life.

Im no SuperHuman

2009-01-13T05:16:00.002+08:00

Starting school later i think. Not so sure. 16th is coming. so much things im stress over!

2009-01-07T06:03:00.002+08:00

Hehehe! Met up with Andrew and Zhilin. Went to learn bike. Andrew's lousy teaching! I cant get th bike to move. Ahliang came. He took th bike and went off. I went home to bath. Went over to 444 to eat. After that went over to 418. Slacked awhile went over to 226. This time Wenhui taught me how to ride. Finally! I could go straight and turn one round. Played Blindmice and bullied Wan. ;D

I really don't know what you want now D;

2009-01-04T04:25:00.002+08:00

Went out with Dear today to watch "Yes Man". It was a hilarious movie ;D. Headache came to me again. Went to get my phone from Nokia. Their service wasn't very good after repair my phone hanged again. The volume button went in. Was very frustrated about it. Marched over to them and demanded them to fix it immediately. Send Dear home. WenHui fetched me back to Pasir Ris. Met up with James & co. Watched them play blind mice. Join in the fun too =X. Went home to eat medication for headache and rest awhle. After that went down to coffee express to have supper. Then went home.

When i say i will change for you mean i will change for you. But give me sometime alright? im not saying i will change just for the sake of saying only. I mean it, Its been long since i met up with Yanhong. She's an old friend of mine. I only stayed abit later for today. I promised u to quit smoking. Im trying my very best already. I only smoked one stick in like 3 days. Once i quit means No More Smoking. I wont be so stupid to get hooked onto in again alright? Nights :D

2009-01-02T04:36:00.002+08:00

Its the New Year! welcome TWO - O - O - NINE! CountDown at Vivo. It was fun. While everyone was busy spraying foams. Dear and I was admiring the fireworks. Went back to Pasir Ris. Intended to go meet Barry & co. But in the end i was too lazy. Slept at home. Sorry guys ;D

2008-12-31T05:22:00.002+08:00

Hello =D! Its been a few days since i posted. Went to watch " Bedtime stories " with Dear today. Quite interesting luhs. Andrew just inked his back, Dragon lei! Don't mess around with him. He is Long Ge now. hahas. Dear lost her phone today =(. Tomorrow will be 2009. A new year! A fresh start for me. I made some New Year resoultions. Must achieve it! i have been wasting so many years already.

2008-12-23T03:05:00.000+08:00

Was woked up by Baby's call. She ask me to accompany her to town. Went to Tangs to choose a belt for her father. After that we went to have Yoshinoya for dinner. Went for a walk at Orchard road. Many many bright lights and Christmas decos ;D. So much quarrelling between me and Baby this few days. Im sorry alright D; lets not quarrel anymore :)

Promoting Autism awarness

2008-12-22T02:03:00.005+08:00

Anyone can suffer from Autism. Future and hopes are destroyed.

Every Autistic child is special.

They look like any common person in the street but deep inside they are different.

It traumatize families as calendar of their lives was ripped off the wall and replaced by an uncertain future as they began intensive intervention to help their child.

What is Autism?

Autism is a devastating, developmental disability that usually appears between 15 and 20 months of age. Although people with autism do not all present exactly the same symptoms and deficits, they tend to share typically devastating social, communication, motor, and sensory problems that frequently create distressing behaviors. First, there must be impaired social interaction, which includes reduced eye contact, failure to develop peer relationships, absence of spontaneous joy or interest, and lack of social or emotional reciprocity. Second, there must be present impaired communication involving delay in or failure to develop spoken language; impaired ability to have a conversation; stereotyped, repetitive, idiosyncratic language; and lack of symbolic play. The final criterion is stereotypic and repetitive behaviors, including preoccupation, inflexibility and rigidity, motor mannerisms such as hand flapping and spinning, and preoccupations with parts of objects.

Symptons of Autism
The child does not respond to his/her name.
The child cannot explain what he/she wants.
Language skills or speech are delayed.
The child doesn’t follow directions.
At times, the child seems to be deaf.
The child seems to hear sometimes, but not others.
The child doesn’t point or wave bye-bye.
The child used to say a few words or babble, but now he/she doesn’t.
The child throws intense or violent tantrums.
The child has odd movement patterns.
The child is hyperactive, uncooperative, or oppositional.
The child doesn’t know how to play with toys.
The child doesn’t smile when smiled at.
The child has poor eye contact.
The child gets “stuck” on things over and over and can’t move on to other things.
The child seems to prefer to play alone.
The child gets things for him/herself only.
The child is very independent for his/her age.
The child does things “early” compared to other children.
The child seems to be in his/her “own world.”
The child seems to tune people out.
The child is not interested in other children.
The child walks on his/her toes.
The child shows unusual attachments to toys, objects, or schedules (i.e., always holding a string or having to put socks on before pants).
Child spends a lot of time lining things up or putting things in a certain order.

How is it treated?
Treatment for autism involves special behavioral training. Behavioral training rewards good behavior (positive reinforcement) to teach children social skills and to teach them how to communicate and how to help themselves as they grow older.
With early treatment, most children with autism learn to relate better to others. They learn to communicate and to help themselves as they grow older.
Depending on the child, treatment may also include such things as speech therapy or physical therapy. Medicine is sometimes used to treat problems such as depression or obsessive-compulsive behaviors.
Exactly what type of treatment your child needs depends on the symptoms, which are different for each child and may change over time. Because people with autism are so different, something that helps one person may not help another. So it’s important to work with everyone involved in your child’s education and care to find the best way to manage symptoms.

Why am i promotng Autism awareness?

Im writing all this because i have a younger sister which suffers from mild autism. I feel that in Singapore almost everyone is fed with a silver spoon in their mouth. What rights do you people have to call them crazy? In my point of view, i feel that Autistic children are so much braver than us. They gone through so much more than we people do. They went for therapy so that they can partially depend on themselves. I hate people who look down on and laugh at people who appear weaker than them. These arrogant people wont know how much emotional and physical stress other families have gone through for their Autistic child. My sister suffers from mild autism, She can't express her feelings well, She throws intense or violent tantrums. She is is hyperactive, uncooperative, or oppositional. And because of all this, She get scolded by outsiders. She got kicked out once in a public school. She don't have much friends. I hope everyone reading this will feel that you guys are lucky that you all can make as much friends as you like, Going to a normal school getting a Cert, experience love from a BGR and not being look down by others. This are just some of the information. I will share more with everyone when i got the time :D

2008-12-18T10:28:00.001+08:00

Got a new skin for my blog. I like my new skin. hahahhas, Going to meet Ahxiang & co for swimming! See ya!

2008-12-18T03:07:00.002+08:00

Went over to Tampinese to meet XiaoJerald and Co. Went over KR to Audi and play CS. After that went to coffee express and meet Wenhui and co. Chit chat. Cocked awhile then went home. Dear is back :) Waited for her cal for about 2-3 hours. Got sick of waiting. Im gonna sleep now! nights.

2008-12-17T02:15:00.005+08:00

Pictures on the Sentosaaa outing =D

Finale Fifteen

2008-12-15T00:34:00.006+08:00

Ohyah! Forget to post this pic. Thanks Tiffany The Aeroplane cleaner :D

Finale Fifteen is here! Im gona face it tomorrow like a man! hahas. Went to Sentosaa today. Will update pics if i have time. =D

2008-12-14T07:13:00.002+08:00

You- you must be worried for me

Me- i'll change myself for you

We- Promised each other we gonna last

Please- lets just hope we can make it through this obstacle

One- more thing before I go

Two- the one who loves me so

Three- don't make me count to three again

Four- the future that we hold

I'm missing you like fcuk fcuk fcuk :(

2008-12-12T06:48:00.007+08:00

Celebrated my birthday at Ktv, Went for laksa after that. Headed to Tamp to Meet Boss & Milstein. Went over Pasir Ris met James & co and ton at there. Dear just called me from overseas :D Now Now, Lets give the Pictures do the talking =).

Thanks everyone for coming and giving me such an enjoyable birthday.

Idiots acting cute, hahahahs

Tiffany should be happy. She found a shorter friend ;D

Me and Felicia

Was trying to split but pants too tight. We prayed to heaven xD

Hopping awayyyy with styleeeee

Thanks for everything Bro :)

Centre of attraction = Sixian Mei.

Yupp yupp. Everyone have their own poses.

Ben Arms are in a straight line =X

Wonder Ben!

Im the KING :D

We had been through thick and thin. Where's Julius and hong jie? o.o

I finally cut through th cake :D

It was a hard cake

Look at the cake! My head got smashed into it and its still standing. A tough one! Everyone laughed at mee! =(

I was named Pufferfish Panda for this picture. hahas

I made many wishes this 17th birthday. haha

Bros!

Cake looks so romantic! haha

2008-12-11T07:49:00.003+08:00

I hate staying at homeeee! I hate being alone for now! This period sucks! When im alone i think of many things. It makes me feel emotional! How How? :( Will Post about my birthday celebration and pictures tonight.

我的天空今天有点灰

我的心是个落叶的季节

我不知道如何度过今夜

所有的灯早已经全都熄灭

I love you! I miss you!

I really wanna wanna see you again,

So much to say but im tongue tied.

Darrel HEARTS Yvonne

2008-12-09T05:39:00.002+08:00

Thank you for staying in my life.

How could I have ushered you away?

Another person might have made me pay,

Needing the sweet vengeance of my grief.

Kindness is in everything you do.

You must love me very much to stay.

Often now,

some moment of each day,

Unbidden,

I am grateful I have you.

iloveyou Dear! Happy 5th month :)

2008-12-09T04:29:00.004+08:00

Went to Bugis spend a bomb on Dear, hahahas. Okay okay, I exaggerated a little. After that i insisted on going for shisha since her friend who was such a Smart Alec told her that there were female hostess over there which made Dear and Me quarrelled last time. Went home after that. Since Dear is sick. I will cook for her porridge for lunch and deliver it to toa pa yo. Such a sweet boyf i am right? Dear, i spend money on you is because i dote on you and pamper on you,its not because im trying to use money and buy your heart. I would like you to know that i will still care for you in th roughest of time. Take an example of this period of time. I should be depressed or either having all th fun i could have with the lump sum of money but i chose to spend it with you because i want you to be happy. I hoped my affection would touch your heart. iloveyou :D

It will be the last day with Dear today and after that i get my sentenced. Whether will i be seeing her soon will be judged by my sentence. No one can escape the long hands of justice forever. Seriously, so many things are whizzing through my mind now. I used the word whizzing instead of going through my mind because i really really got alot of things to say but once i try to type them out my mind goes blank. I seriously wished that i will be given a second chance to turn over a new leave and not going into some reformative training centre to reformat my brain. Although i already celebrated my birthday 3times this year including of tomorrow. I don't feel happy at all. I will be celebrating a total of 4 birthdays. Including the one on my actual day. Only experiencing such an ordeal i realise how precious is time is. Time passes so quickly when you are having fun but passes slowly when you are bored. 2years? For me, 2years not being able to contact my loved ones will be such a pain. After 2years will Dear still be waiting for me? Who knows the answer? But i have 101% absolute faith that she will! We promised each other that we will be married and this is only a small obstacle for us. There will be greater ones expecting us in this road. Dear is going to Korea on my birthday 10Dec. I always longed for my girlfriend to celebrate my birthday with me but it seems i wont be getting this chance in the near future. I don't want any worries from you. Please spend your holiday happily. You promised me to stay happy. Remember to Smile Smile Smile! :D
Sometimes, tears say all that can be said, and understanding comes only with time.

2008-12-07T11:43:00.002+08:00

Went to Katong yesterday. Played pool, sang ktv then went to east coast for danny soleminzation wedding ceremony at east coast. Went back to Pasir Ris. Slacked and went home.

Everything was meant to be

Today is last day with girlfriend

I really wan to spend more time with her

And i dun think its too much to ask for more =(